Four days until Matt moves to Texas...I'll miss him.  Little things remind me of him, I think about him everyday. 

it has to be this way though...

i was just a girl crazy in love and drunk on life...

hell, i still am...

had a wonderful few days with matt.  general enjoyment and content.  we got to see fireworks, and watch tons of family guy, and go for a hike, and get wings, and went to the show, and all sorts of other fun stuff.  but now he's gone and my house seems all empty again.  i'm glad that steve is coming back tonight. (or supposed to be coming back) 

the drum corps show was fun, and i'm glad i got to go.  it really made me want to march next summer.  i never marched before because i wanted to work and i didn't want to leave my life in DuBois, and i didn't want to leave Mike, but now i feel like i could really go and have fun and not feel like there was something better i should be doing.  who knows, that's the beauty of it.  i could be anywhere next summer.  absolutely anywhere. 

all the alumni are gunning for Vince.  'cause he kinda forgot Jess at the show.  only, he did at least remember to call and ask her if she could find a ride, since he'd already left.  but they are gunning for him nonetheless.  never forget Jess anywhere.  it may be the last thing you ever do.  the funny thing is, jess wasn't even mad about it.  but she got home without having to hitchhike from a trucker, so it's all good. 

i felt really sick last night after i ate my apple pie.  horrible heart burn, and just general stomach unhappiness.  i felt bad for getting up and just kind of leaving the table, but man, i felt like garbage.  although no one reads this, sorry for not saying bye! 

well, i'm still pretty exhausted from last night, and i have to work today, so i'm gonna go catch some Zzz's before i'm due to waitress away the remaining day.  later catz.

crazy couple of days.

had a couple of matt problems, but it's all smoothed out now.  *sigh*  i can't help but love the kid.  he's such a cutie. :)  people probably think i'm nuts.  oh well.

steve came home yesterday.  it was nice to have a roommate again.  we both have to leave again today.  haha.  but you know, it was a loverly time anyways.

andrew woke me up at the crack of dawn (11:30) to tell me that he was at pier one, if i wanted my new chair frame.  excellento.  my friends are the coolest.

so i'm going home, yet again, today.  i'm going to help my mom clean for her BBQ thing tomorrow, and staying for the BBQ thing, then coming back to IUP tuesday night.  then i get to spend some time with Matt, then thursday night, Jess is coming out and i'm going out with them for wings at least.  well, i think that's whats going on...andrew was a little vague when he was filling up my Thursday night with plans.  (not that i mind, i like to feel included).  then Mutch's band is playing and we may go see that, depending on whether or not they card, i may just chill at home and wait for them all to get back.  and yes, it's okay, i really don't mind chilling at home waiting for them, 'cause i'd hate to hold Matt back from seeing one of his best good friend's band play for the last time. 

friday is the drum corps show.  yay.  dooley is going to be there.  i heart dooley. 

for now, i must go, because andrew will be here any minute with my chair frame.  and people are talking to me online and i'd rather pay attentio nto them then write in my little high school online diary.  later catz.

yo.

i'm hurtin.

i'm hurtin kids.